Yes, actually, as I was listening to Rammstein in my teenage years, it caught my attention - primarily by the sounding. I translated every lyrics they had. And then it stuck for years. I now think that it reflects my existential condition, philosophically)
I wish there was something less ridiculous to tell!
No, not ridiculous at all. I hope that in reality you are not "todkrank" (fatally ill)!
Who knows, maybe I haven't discovered it just yet.
Death is the road to awe, as Darren Aronofski beautifully puts it in Fountain.