I had been suffering from depression for a long time and I did not want to see a psychiatrist at all, Because i did not feel that my mental health problems could be cured by seeing a psychiatrist, i knew i could regain my lost spirit with something simple and fun.
In the winter of 2017, I decided to take a kitten and take care of it, because I already had the experience of taking care of a cat. It is very tasty and it can completely entertain people with its playfulness, especially a kitten😉
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This was the first day i brought them to my home!! of course with their mother, they were very very funny, the mother cat was not afraid to see me, Because she had been friends with humans before. because in order to be domesticated, cats must be touched by humans from birth so that they are not afraid to see humans and do not run away.
The kittens fall asleep immediately after feeding, as if they were taking sleeping pills, but after waking up, they played with each other, licked my fingers and tried to get out of the box I had put them in.
In the early days, i loved the white cat very much, i always caressed and kissed it more than the black cat!! But one night when i was playing with them, the movements of the black cat were very funny to me and i liked it more than that night. But after a week, unfortunately the white cat disappeared and I could not find it anymore. Because kittens, as long as they are still very small and not well balanced, if they leave the house they can not find where to be because they do not understand the location.
I was very sad after that. But after a few days, i felt better again. Days and days passed and i liked the black cat more. i was completely dependent on him. i chose a name for it, i call him "Siya".
Siya was so attached to me that whenever i came home from work until he heard my voice, he would immediately come out of my room and greet me and wrap around my legs. and i immediately hugged and kissed him.
he always sleeps on my blanket. whenever he woke up, he would start playing. Sometimes he would go hunting for pigeons, and that was very bad because he would bring it and eat it in my room and make everything dirty.
I always tried to make him understand that he should not hunt pigeons, but unfortunately he could not. he did that sometimes.
I remember one night the Siya was in the yard and i was feeding him, he disappeared after that night. he did not return home for 5 days.During those few days i was very sad and i remember one night i was having dinner and suddenly my tears flowed. i was believing that the Siya was gone and never came back. i had gone out one night and i was walking in the street and when i returned home i opened the door and in the dark i heard the voice of Siya which coming slowly towards me and i was very, very happy.
Siya was very playful and constantly sat on various items in my room. on the speaker and even on the heater
Whenever i wanted to play guitar and record a song, i always locked the door of my room which Siya would not enter the room and distract me.
But one night something interesting happened, while i was recording a song i forgot to lock the door, it was almost late in the recording which i suddenly saw the Siya enter the room and i want you to see what happened after that 😅😅
That memory will always remain in my mind. Siya would usually wake up early in the morning and make noise, and sometimes he would grab my feet under the my blanket and not let me sleep, and sometimes i tell him Siya let me sleeeeeeep. Don't do that to me!!!!
One morning when i was asleep i noticed a sound, I felt there was another animal in my room besides the Siya. when i opened my eyes, i saw a beautiful white cat standing next to the Siya and ran away until it saw me. i followed them and when i reached the stairs i could take a picture of him
It was a very cute cat and it's left eye seemed to be sore. After that, i found out that the Siya became friends with that white cat and always came to the yard and played with together. Maybe it was Siya's girlfriend 😅😅
The white cat was usually scared of me and ran away until it saw me, but one day when it was playing with the Siya, it stood next to me and did not run away, and i was able to take a film from them when they were playing together.
A few months later, i changed the house i lived in and took the Siya with myself. Siya was more than just a pet or even more than a friend to me. He was always with me, he ate food with me, he slept with me and he woke up with me.
I always thought that one day the Siya might not be with me anymore and something would happen to it, and unfortunately one night this happened, when i was walking up the stairs to my room i saw the Siya pass by me quickly, apparently he was scared of something and he was running away very fast. I have never seen the Siya since that night and this sadness will always remain with me. Siya was not just a pet, it was an angel. Oh yes, it was a real angel. I always love you Siya❤️❤️
They are so very adorable cats ❤️
Thank you so much for your comment, i still loving Siya😊❤️
Ohhhhhh, Siya was a beautiful cat! So pretty 😍
I am sorry he went away, it would also break my heart. But the memories of him should feed your soul when you are sad. I know, it is not the same and could fill us with even more sadness sometimes...
The videos when he came while you were playing are cool!! He came to have some cuddles and later was curious about the guitar. Cute
Hahaha thank you so much, yes exactly that video was the best my memory from Siya😉😊
He was a really kind and lovable cat. Unfortunately, sometimes that memories makes me cry!!!
Thank you so much for reading this post❤️🎹💯🙋
Yeah, I see that Siya was a special one for you 😇
it's sad when we have to say them goodbye and even more if they just disappear and we don't know what happened to them :/
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@discouragedones
Awwn.. poor little siya... I Do hope that Someday she might just come back!
Its unbearable to loose a pet I have been in this shoe!and I know how you feel too!❤️
Yes, exactly when you have a pet, you become very attached to it and the feeling that it is no longer with you is a sad and insane feeling.
I hope i can find Siya again and see it because i miss him so much!! Thank you so much for your comment have a great week🙋😊❤️
Yeah.. I also really hope you find her. Have a great week too❤️
Much appreciated it 🙋❤️
Omg what a beautiful cats, i love it ❤❤❤
Yes, i love Siya😊❤️
Thank you so much for your comment 🙋
Such cute cats. I've never owned a cat before but I'm willing to give myself the chance to enjoy their company😌😌
The memories i have of Siya are very sweet. He was really funny and he loved me more.
I'm so glad that you saw my post and commented, hope you have a great day 🙋❤️💯🌸
And you too!
Thanks for sharing!🤗
You're welcome 😊🙋
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