Merlin was a handsome little guy. It seems as though our pets so rarely are able to pass peacefully in their sleep at home, as compared to many stories I have heard of people who have. Just suddenly a heart attack, or something, and the person is found in bed or on the toilet or on the bedroom floor, no prior pain. It always seems to be long and tedious with pets. And the appointment is just horrible. I recall reading that you should stay calm, so that your pet is not made further miserable by understanding your anxiety. Frankly, that's ridiculous. Those appointments involve sobbing, and I just don't see how that is avoidable.
He sure was...Such a nice-natured little fellow also.
I was a bit of a mess to be honest, from the moment I arrived and carried him in. It was horrible...Always is.
I am hoping against hope that when this time comes again it will not require the dreaded appointment. I hope the same for you.