Man, what a story! I loved reading this, thank you for pointing it out. I am sorry for all the losses, trials, and tribulations. Life is just hectic sometimes. But I am glad that things are looking better, I presume? Oh the feeling of having your book printed is the best! I have a poetry book that I managed to self publish in 2014 and the feeling was beyond this world. I also printed in manuscript form my novel, and nothing came of it but just having that stack of paper knowing you wrote it, that you made something tangible. Crazy. Anyways, thanks again for sharing your story!