Hello co-hive welcome to my new blog, it's alycha in your feed again. So here's the continuation of my 3rd blog, which is I talked about the birthday of my grandmother or what we call Lola in the Philippines.
I forget to the tell that Lola means grandma on my last blog, so I will just say it here. Like I said I will tell you guys why that 65th birthday of my lola is so special to me.
So I said it on my intro blog, that my grandparents was the one who raised and guide me together with my cousins, when my mother and aunt was working at the city to support our needs .
That birthday was so special to me, it is because it was my first time doing something for her. I know that I haven't pay her for raising me, guiding me, and taking care of me when I was still a kid.
Even though I was such a silly and an energetic kid, that I will always touch everything that I see and do some ridiculous things, they still raised me without complaining and counting the things that they did .
Like I know that I was such a pain in the ass cause I am a hardheaded person, and I don't always listen to them, and always go to our neighbors house to play with their kids.
But even though I was like this, they still give me all the love that i need. Like they didn't make me feel that I don't have a complete family.
And teaching me some silly things just like if someone ask me we're are my father, just answer that he got drown on a soup.
When I was still a kid, I found it weird, but right now remembering that line always crack's me up. And also makes me miss my grandpa ୧( ˵ ° ~ ° ˵ )୨.
I know that the surprised was just simple, and didn't even half of the things that she did. But small things matter right??. Also I really want to give grandma all the best things in this world.
Not just grandma, I also want my grandpa or Lolo to try having a wealthy life. But grandpa passed away last March 2020. And to be honest, the ache was still here, like I just can't believe that my grandpa was gone.
Like I didn't pay him yet for all the things that he do, for all the sacrifices he did. And I always regret that I didn't tell him how much grateful I am to have him as my grandpa and I didn't even get a chance to tell him how much I love him.
And I didn't even say sorry for all the wrong things that I did. And for not able to take care of him when he was on the bed and cannot able to stand up. And for not always listening to him and also to Lola.
Like I am such an idiot for not telling him sooner. And yeah that freaking quotes that they make was true. I thought it was nothing and I always laugh when I heard someone saying that the saying we're true.
And it was based on true experience. And they say that they already experience the so called REGRETS WAS ON THE LAST (nasa huli Ang pag-sisi)
When I heard that I find it ridiculous and silly. But now, I understand what it feels and I hate it. I hate how painful it was and how hard it is to bear.
But right now, I am slowly losing the grip of regrets were I was stuck for how many years. That I should move on and think that there were still a lot of people who loves and want to watch me become successful in the near future.
But I still miss my lolo, and still hoping that I was just sleeping and all of it was just a nightmare. And it hurts knowing that I'm not dreaming at all, that I am wide awake.
That I was breathing and kicking. And that I am really battling in this wonderful but cruel world without my Lolo in my side to guide me.
But seeing Lola breakdown makes me compost my self. And think that she needs me and I can't be weak, that she needs someone to lean on in that hard time.
Lola help me a lot, that's why I want her to try what it feels to have a wealthy life. That's why I am doing my best on my studies, so that I can give her all the things that she deserve.
And I am so thankful to all of them specially to my grandpa and grandma, for all the things that they did for me. And for the memories that was so memorable and the best memories that I will always remember and cherish throughout my life.
Thank you for spearing your time on reading my blog(◍•ᴗ•◍)❤.
And it's been alycha, see you next blog co-hive, take care and have a wonderful day byebye💞
Hello @alycha
It's great that you were able to have a party. Having lived in the Philippines for many years, I know just how important birthday celebrations are. May you continue to have fond memories of your grandparents.
I see that you are fairly new to Hive and that you have only posted this to your personal blog. However, I would suggest that you check out the communities across Hive, and for this post and posts of this nature, in the future, you could share them with the Family and Friends community.
Also, here's a link that takes you to All Communities, that you may like to check out.
Have a lovely day:)))
Thank you ma'am @millycf1976 and I will surely double check my blog before posting it next time☺️
Yes, that helps 🤗
PS. Sorry, I just saw your cross-post:)
It happens to all of us that we forget to post to a community sometimes:)
Your so cute when you were still a kid, but now I don't know AHHAHAHA.
Just kidding, stay pretty @alycha😉.
Hehe thank I guess @langqt ☺️ HAHAHA