So I've got Miles playing in the background now, reading your post. . . I know this may seem unreal to you but I've never really listened to Miles Davis before. I have an appreciating for this type of music, but I have always called it lo fi jazz, because I am unrefined in my taste for music I suppose : p
It's funny that you mention you're in Holland. . I really want to go there the most I think compared to many places in Europe. One of my favourite Youtubers is Kasumi Kriss, and I do believe she resides in Holland. She has exposed me to how amazing the food and freedoms can be there.
You know if you were any happier, you'd likely not want to visit an island or even make blues music ; ) Our suffering is very important!
I wish you great success on Steemit, I hope you can earn enough money in this community to take yourself to Canada more often! Until then, our dreams will intersect, with you longing for Canada and me longing for Holland :D
If we were to both follow each other on this site, we would be taking a step closer to what we really want, freedom!
Thanks for your message, loved it! :)