I'm Insane and lost but much more awake than anyone else.
All you people are on Tv and I'm the only one watching... I'm observing you.
I'm watching everyone carrying on with their lives. They laugh and cry.. act as if everything is OK... the same routine.
"WAKE UP!!!!!",
~I'm shouting at the TV ~
NO ONE hears me...
I knock on the screen, NO one sees me...
~ I lean my face closer to the TV ~
I want to be apart of this movie,.. but I'm not wanted.
Should I keep watching? Do I simply leave these people to live their lives.
But... Why do I have to watch?
~ Rage takes over ~
"Aaagh!!!"
~ I smash the Tv ~
Sudden darkness takes over.. I see nothing.
I'm blind.
I broke the only connection I had to light.. and Life.
"What Have I done!?"
I start missing the sound of civilisation..
But why do I miss something I wasn't apart of?
The room is pitch black..
I try to adjust my sight.. It's simply too dark.
#Themeaning:
I don't feel what you feel.. I do not see what you see.
I am an outsider, watching behind a screen.. I do not fit in and all of you do not belong in my state of mind. You simply couldn't handle it..
I'm in Reality.. you're on earth, influenced by society.
Don't get me wrong though.. I'm a hypocrite.
I am also on earth doing "earthly normal things"..
Except I feel controled to do so.. I'm forced to act like someone I'm not, just for the satisfaction of others .. they call this sanity... to them I'm a good puppet just like all of you.. to myself, I'm a hypocrite..
I guess that makes me Human, the same as you all.