This girl I met today and took her out to lunch hasn't texted me back.
Sometimes I feel like I should just quit trying to meet new people.
I just feel like... every time I'm interested in a girl, like they just get bored with me. But if I genuinely don't care if they reply or forget I exist or whatever they're all about me or whatever.
Like what the fuck do I need to do.
I'm at the point where I just want to make friends and get to know someone really well before I try to move forward. I just I'm so tired of this.
I feel like no one wants to get to know me, and the few who do give up and leave after I start to try and open up to them.
Then there are the ones who don't care about who I am, they just like what they see.
But they aren't really looking at me.
This sad lonely kid who just wants to get to know someone.
The few friends I have I can't talk to because they don't understand, not really anyway.
I just want to be your friend, but by tomorrow you'll have forgotten about me anyway.