You're so very welcome, @charisma777
I must admit, I was carrying you and quite a few others with me as I wrote this piece.
I too have been thinking on that level with my son, trying to heal me to heal him.
This is so beautiful and special and I have no doubt that you will do it because love is the driving force. He is so lucky to have you as a Mom.
Thank you for all of your beautiful words and the connection.
Much love to you