I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT YOU HAD THAT THING THAT CLOSE TO YOUR FINGERS!!!
It's amazing what scares some people and to others it's nothing. For me, I can enter a dwelling knowing that an armed subject is inside wanting to do me harm, or I can go chasing an armed subject in to the woods at night with no backup and be totally fine and composed with it BUT, if you were to put that thing on me, I would probably scream like a lil school girl lol!