This is nothing, you should start delving into what modern academia calls "science". Everything taught in that school is wrong.
Then see what was done with History.
1984 was not a forward looking book, it was just describing what was already happening.
Anyway, living without money is taxing.
Waiting for the world to embrace cryptos is like watching paint dry.
You need to see currency as it is, a current.
See the currency flowing throw you doing many good things.
See yourself as a conduit of good things.
Adopt a mindset of there's always more where that came from.
You do not have to live in lack.
I know its hard, especially after you see the dark occulted shit that is the International Mafia Federation and all of its heads.
However, you still have to live in this world.
Fortunately, Saturn has entered a time when it will upend the financial system.
The next 8 years will be monetary war.