Yeah, you are right if you understand that you cannot understand everything it is less scary to be alive, and hopefully if one can manage to shift the focus from "fear" to "marvel" then things will hopefully be more fun and exiting.
Yeah, I am new, (not going to give up), I understand that there is a period of learning before earning. It feels like a virtual high-school in the beginning, now I am hanging out with the Burn-outs on the lawn reading poetry and skipping "bot-class", always trying to stay away from mean Jocks in the foodcourt, because they can steal my lunch-crypto and flag me... Cheers!
And big thanks for the support!
=)