Dying is one thing, living through hell is a whole nother thing

Authors note: I have never considered myself a religious person, yet I sometimes find myself writing things that could be construed as such. This essay is for the non-religious that have come to understand the true spiritual nature of the things that surround us all…

Dying is one thing, living through hell is a whole nother thing. How many of us are broken? How many of us are willing to admit it? We live in a world of chaos, full of all the things needed to break the spirit of even tetragrammaton’s most admired souls. The more aware of the true nature of reality a being becomes here on planet earth the more this individual can expect to be tested, twisted, hated, pushed, ridiculed, tortured and isolated. Any persons looking for the absolute truth will not find their people in any church or organized congregations of ideology. The truth is all major religions have been compromised. These flocks of faithful followers have been led to believe that illusion is the salvation and that the truth is blasphemy. I have studied under the roof of several houses of worship and I have found one common denominator in all. Here is it, the promise of salvation or enlightenment, this is called the hook, the problem is what we are sold under these roofs is never delivered. There is nothing like a good old fashion Bait and Switch routine. As if you have not gotten this sham tactic enough in your life in the line of consumer purchases that is has gotten to the point where not even your spiritual health is immune from the fraudulent deceitful activities of the corporatized market place. Honestly, we should not be expecting anything different in a world ruled by the insane. A world in which ignorance is hailed as virtue and narcissism rewarded as confidence. We cannot come to know God or enlightenment or ever have salvation as long as we are trying to get there through the use of the material world or material things such as crosses, talismans, prayer scrolls in boxes to pray in front of, prayer beads and altars we place these things upon to worship. The only way to enlightenment is to go around these things, to lift the veil, we must blow away the fog to see what was in front of us all along. What we all truly desire is this enlightened state of being, like before, we long to be like it was before. Before our fall from the celestial state we once were, only we can’t remember what it was truly like before our souls fell into this trap, yet we long for this something else and we spend our lives searching for this happiness in all the wrong places. There is only one way to reach enlightenment and how we reach it is through “coming to know” or “Knowledge”, how we evaluate the information we receive is vital to understanding the true nature of life. Without this key understanding we are lost, some of us fall for the idea that it is not necessary to obtain knowledge to gain passage to the soul. This is known as objectivism, which seems to be synonymous with the worship of self. As a devote atheist for over 33 years since the age of 10, I can say this without a doubt that objectivism is the creed of Lucifer himself. Oddly, no matter what rabbit hole I have taken journey to I always seem to find something sinister at the end of it, deep in the darkness hidden right there in plain sight is something not from this realm, alien? Demonic? It’s tearing at the very fabric of society pulling on each thread with the same goal, not all of us have seen these things as I have but I do believe that if you focus your energy in the right direction you can feel it there dwelling in every aspect of our lives on a mission to divide us all. To divide left from right, white from black, women from man. It is meant to divide us from each other as well as ourselves. To split us just one more time within our own consciousness. This wild trip has this world backwards and upside down to the point to which the meanings of words are opposite to their action, logic and the exploratory nature of ideas is now considered to be too offensive for speech, the facts are ridiculed as the very nature of reality has been objectified. The sad state of affairs is that most people on this planet have bought in, they have too much invested in the lie to face the truth. Even more insane is that the truth within ourselves is the most direct path to what we truly seek yet we have journeyed so far outside of ourselves that we have become lost. We absolutely must stop this insanity for the sake of life itself. We need to continue to peel back the layers and imbed ourselves into the very structures that are the cause and once we are there we must collapse it on itself and force the serpents tail down its own throat.
I don’t pretend to have all of the answers as it’s most likely my lack of confidence that has driven me to the obscure corners of society in my search for the answers. I do know for certain this: we are at a war of unmeasurable proportion, a war that we can win but are losing. In this war real souls are lost to the other side of a realm we in the human form cannot see and only partially understand. The writing is on the walls all around us, hidden in plain sight, right there imbedded in every major company logo, on the money we use, in the songs we listen to and the movies we watch, if you don’t know what I am talking about then your not doing your homework and you are certainly not paying attention. I Have stood up for too long only to have my head on the chopping block. My feet are tired and my mind has become weary, I know I am not the only one standing but I still feel too lonely when I look out for my brethren and I only see brick and stone. Were is the fire within me I once had?