Great to see you put it into words so nicely, @lulita. Reminds me of how in one of my first jobs (as a teenager at a fast-food chain) my manager told me that I was not motivated enough. I remember just looking at him, saying: "Yes, I also believe some motivation would do me good." So he had to admit that the company wouldn't offer any kind of motivation whatsoever, apart from my regular pay, which the gov't would raid for the better part of it anyway.
I'm glad you liked. Thank you for sharing your experience with me.