Aww, I totally hear you! Make the most of it and fearlessly pursue what makes your heart sing with joy :) Many blessings and let's check each other out!
Wanna read my latest post about how meditation is changing my life for the better? I would really appreciate your input x https://steemit.com/spirituality/@bristena94/why-meditating-is-slowly-but-surely-changing-my-life-for-the-better