Welcome to Steemit! What a powerful journey. Sad, scary, heroic, I really like the honesty and candor you speak about your life and issues and I'm glad you are finding your way. Glad you found weed insted of pills. I work in healthcare and there are so many instances weed could do a lot more for patients and a lot less damage then pills. Its affects don't mix with my brain chemistry, but look forward to more posts! Followed!