Hi Carolina, and welcome. You've just put the Dean Martin song, 'Carolina in the Morning' in my head now. Someone's probably sung it to you before - or no doubt they will do.
It sounds like there's a lot of expectations (and pressures) put on you by family and society, unless I've read that wrong, and it was a piece of poetry or trying to tell a story. I hope you find the support you need on here, and can be free to enjoy the simple pleasures in life; like baking muffins. Sounds like good fun to me.
I look forward to your posts; especially reading that you feel free and in control. Good luck and keep dreaming. Tony
Tony, I'm smiling reading your answear to my introducing post 😊
Nice song, I had to listen to it! 😊
Becoming better person is my everyday goal ❤️
Greetings ❤️