Hello @meowgan welcome to the Steemit community, this is an incredible and huge family, there are a lot of people here who can help you at any time,
This is a huge team of creators of good info, and you are here together with all this great community ...
Keep this in mind....::
Once you literally see yourself arriving at the desired finish line, you are highly motivated to work toward your goal. You know it’s doable and within your reach, so you attempt until you finally get there.
Let´s do it....!!!