Hello @mermaidvampire - Just be strong and keep on praying that God will heal you. It's him that we will trust! I wanted to recommend to you the supplement that I am promoting which is the Peruvian Purple Corn but before that you have to research about Purple Corn thru Google and Youtube for your reference for your decision.
It helps a lot of patients with the same situation as you! I hope you will have time to research about it and decide maybe it can help you just like what other people who was healed by it of course with the help of prayer.
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Thanks for the concern and for the support. I deeply appreciate it. See you around here in Steemit. Best regards.