I'm not sure how to reply, but when a post is tagged with "help" it's tough to keep silent. So I'm here, I see your pain & struggles & relate.
I'm so glad you're still fighting the good fight. Do you ever look back amazed at how resilient you are? The challenges that would have crippled the detractors. Situations you thought you'd never survive & here you are. I'm so glad.
Even if you're all your worst fears & insecurities, I believe you are a person worthy of life. May you have many more days.
Thank you for sharing, it's nice to "meet" you.
Thank you for taking time off your day to try to help me