That's true, one can't live without a foreign language. I'm sorry to hear all of that. On the other hand, I believe that college isn't a magic pill. You will learn that it doesn't matter that much what people around think of you. Doesn't matter what you do, you will not make everyone happy. But you will not make yourself happy and that's much more important.
I don't know much about the culture in Vietnam, but I believe that everyone should do things that make them happy at first. Once you succeed, the people around will also start appreciating you, even much more than if you we trying to make them happy.
I wish you all the best!
I am really thankful to you. You are so kind! Hope you always have luck and success in life. ❤️🤝