Where do I even begin with all this?
21 years old, content creator, and twitch streamer, well ex-streamer.
That is something I will never be able to forgive myself about.
I use to have an incredible life ahead of me but do t get me wrong I still do but the biggest mistake that I've ever made was giving up on something for a girl that I was do madly in love with. I was making decent money while I streamed on a platform called twitch.tv
She gave me an ultimatum that if I didn't give up my what was going to be my job in a few more months that she was going walk out my life. Well here we are a few years later...
She isn't here, I live in a small apartment, married to another woman, child on the way, emotionally wrecked, living paycheck to paycheck, trying to change my life for the better.
I've set a goal for myself. CHANGE MY LIFE IN 12 HOURS.
Im through living a life where Im worried about if I have enough money in my account and being in debt. The next 12 hours will be a life changer.
My next post will be about my almost suicide attempt back in 2009.
Excellent write!
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