I'm doing everything wrong what I can screw up "what's wrong with me" I do not know

in #introduceyourself7 years ago

Hi, I'm RicoroZ3r

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i'm going to be 40 this year but what am i doing here? "I dont know"
I live in a small town in the east of Germany, I was born in 1978 and at that time Germany was two different states.
I grew up in the GDR together with my twin brother

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We grew up in a small town called Oschatz

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So I grew up with my brother, we seldom had any opinion but when it came down to it, we always kept together, so the years went into the country.

and now my life rushes past me, in all the time I've done everything possible to destroy myself what I could, my brother, however, was always a role model for me he had a girlfriend who gave him a child after a few years and I'm the type of nothing in the series, until the moment she left him and he took his own life. that was my end of all hopefulness

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life goes on...................................................

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Hang in there!!

you are the best

Well, I used to be in the same boat as you.