@littlelilacfox,
Sounds like you're doing a lot better!
What i found out over the past year is that i need people in my life for inspiration. Seems like it can be hard sometimes to create self inspiration vs. receiving it from a person that is close to one. Having such a "inspiration source" if you will, can be very motivating and enable clearer thinking. Be warned however, the intensity of the relationships you have. To intense can be overwhelming. I choose and try to be myself, without worrying about the consequenses.
Generally speaking, one should not be afraid of opening themselves up to a few selected loved ones.
Remember, if it feels right at that moment- it is the right thing.
Oh, i actually just wanted to say welcome to steemit, that did not go as planned. Lol
Cheers =)
Well I guess I'm on my way again :)
I guess that's true for a lot of people. Interestingly it was just the other way around for me. I had a lot of people around me that gave me a lot of love but somehow I guess I just felt overwhelmed. I am not actually bad at socializing but I need a lot of space sometimes and maybe I just burdened myself too much for too long. I would also argue though that if you don't love yourself it's even harder to love others. But thank you very much for sharing your thoughts with me there's a lot of truth in what you're saying. And I am very happy your comment wasn't just a simple welcome comment. It was just right :)