Dam that's sad... However, doubling your money everytime you lose has actually proven to be the worst logically spoken reasonable strategy. If you keep soubling, you'll eventually lose and the wins are minimal each time you do win.
I tried it too, just for the lolz, with 30k satoshi on freebitco.in too. I turned it into 600k satoshi at its peak, but then lost 512k in 1 shot and the rest only seconds later. Luckily, that was only $5 at the time, so not a horror story like your's which involves over a thousand dollars worth of bitcoin.
I wish you great luck on here though, as it's definitely possible to earn all that money back and beyond.
yeahhh i get the LOL but was planning to do that only once, i'm not the gambling type usually
however, that one and only one time i did it i managed to lose everything haha
cheers for the response though, everything in life is just a lesson is what i tell myself to feel less sad hahaha