I just found this now, sorry I couldn't upvote it...I did have one question about this quote:
While growing up, I cherished being a boyish girl.. Possibly cos I experienced childhood in the fog of men.
What does the "fog of men" mean?
I have this same thing going, as I tend to dress not very feminine....Sometimes I feel more like I am trying to be a man, for some unconscious reasons.....it's worth exploring what this all about. When i was younger (and more attractive), i dressed very plainly, mainly because I didn't want the attention of men. I found it not very pleasant at all...
Fog of men, means surrounded by men, lol i get it too, while growing up i never did anything girly, i always compete with my brothers and his friends. I got wounds from trying to be a boy, even now my Subconscious mind still does boyish things, but i am trying hard to be a girl once more..
Omg 😨😱i can't believe you checked my post out, Thank you so much.🙏