That usually happens after we publish the first time , it's ok It happened to me as well hahaha
Btw don't let my story discourage you in any way.
I won't I am taking it as a cautionary tale with a positive spin! In the end we are the sum of our past decisions so if you are happy with yourself (I am in the process of being happy with who I am) then your choice was the right one!
That's my 2 cents on the topic though