Welcome to the community, @wondergrasp!
@taskmaster4450 is definitely an interesting individual to follow. He's always on top of news, when it comes to Steem.
I hope you find a happy place in here. But don't give up too soon. The early months are difficult for everyone. Just keep on pushing and you'll find a fanbase soon enough!
PS: I've find your post because @zorank featured you in his entry for the Pay It Forward Contest
I'd like to invite you to participate in My Art Curation Initiative #7