Thanks, man! Your projects seem very interesting, but I'm afraid I can't help you due to the lack of spare time and energy.
This song is really sad, I try to avoid listening to depressing songs. My friend psychologist told me that listening to songs carrying certain emotions can intensify these emotions. And it works the other way around too, of course.
I used to listen to a lot of metal subgenres songs, but my taste changed a lot since I started recovering from depression. Now I mostly listen to J-rock, various electronics, pop, etc. There are still many heavy/sad songs on my playlist, but their fraction is small.
Thats okay the offer is always open - and i feel like music depends on your perspective ; sometimes depression makes you feel alone and hearing music with the same message can make you feel less alone ; i guess its because you are not going through it alone - and someone else has been through it as well . it gives people a reason to connect .