Yea I feel ya on that and really my problem lies in the comfort area. For people I am comfortable with the flow and delivery is there, just strangers I am having trouble with. If you know what an empath is, then this will make more sense!
Lets just say it is hard to explain in just these messages alone. Mostly it is deprogramming from what I have been told I can't do my whole life. But I really took it to heart as a child. And I am dealing with that. Just where I want to be is constricted some what by that. And I haven't really figured away around it although I do feel I have made progress.
Yes and see I am attempting to change rap from an ego driven thing to something else just as must if not more emotion. Partly why it is hard for me. I know I will get there.
Thank you for the feedback. I need to hear all this it is most help in knowing where I am from others perspective.
Pleasure bro:)