Just earlier today, I was called by my boss to talk in private. And when I followed him, he mentioned that he was letting me go. I was disheartened. The reason is because I was working for a pay higher than I should be paid. I was insulted. Utterly insulted. Furthermore, my colleagues were talking bad about me behind my back, finding ways to let me go. They then told me this is their feedback, the reason for letting me go. I bet they did not care that this job is my livelihood and losing it will cost me my life.
While some part of me is frustrated, some part of me see this as an opportunity. An opportunity to carve my own path now. It is either make it or go broke now. I do not want to think about what they talked about me nor do I think of them as friends. I have known that colleagues are not your friends and certainly not your family.
That said, I still have options, but I still have bills to pay. Once again, it is either make it or break it. Now that I got my time back, I can use that time to hustle and earn my income streams. At the moment, I can do what most Gen Z aspire to be: to become a streamer. I do not have a personal space that I can call on my own so I would not be streaming with me talking or showing my face.