Meditating on your experience with a Buddhist monk made me think about the purpose of my life … I am young, I am sick for many years, my financial situation is unstable (even if I know lot of people have more difficulties), …
What is the purpose of my life ?
Most of the time, I want to fight for living, existing, evolving.
Sometimes I want to commit suicide because I don’t see a real purpose, a meaning to the hard life.
Is a « survival mode » enough ? Why so much suffering ? Does it happen for a reason ? I don’t know and I am sure there are plenty of answers.
Gonna meditate again.