Well, in this situation I don't even know what to follow whether my heart or my brain cause even before I've always following my heart for every decision I made but it turns out hell specially in terms of my love life. People said we should always follow our heart cause heart tells the truth but it's not every time or every decision we made we must follow our heart we should also listen to our mind sometimes so in my case I followed my mind with a little bit support of my heart with the decision I made for my self cause I know that my decision is worth it though I've wasted years of my life for waiting but my decision is perfectly clear that I made the right decision for my life and for my future. In making decisions we should always listen to both heart and mind and figure it out what is the right decision to follow is it heart or brain.