Part 2:
I wrote part 1 about 3 weeks ago and never posted it because I've been so busy and overwhelmed that I let this, and other passions like this go to waste.
Well not anymore. It quickly drove me to isolate and the extra money isn't worth me losing my happiness.
AM I QUITTING LANDSCAPING???
HELL NO! I'm just cutting the fat, which in my case is the mindless video games, tv, and other stupid habits that have been forever blocking my brain's potential and it's the ability to engage in creative activities(or passions) that keep me sane(LITERALLY).
Landscaping is a passion of mine.
I honestly love it! The business side is stressful, but when I'm cutting, trimming, hedging, planting, mulching. I'm in a state of harmony, or contentment rather.
...And this also creates a great healthy inner dialogue for me to sort and think about my obstacles, or even just to reflect on things in a positive lense.
...So why would I quit that??
I shouldn't, but the useless games have to go, and it's because I'm not truly passionate about them or I would do something with them like a stream, vlog, blog, or shit even finish a story mode or any game I ever play lol, but I don't. I just use them to pass time when I'm too lazy to create a plan for an activity or use brain effort to create a composition, video, etc.
So I plan on posting more, living more, hiking more, writing more...
Wish me luck.
Thanks for reading,
@simpleeme