Agh, I so wish there was something I could do to alleviate your struggles. hugs
I am doing exceptionally well, mostly because I can work from home-home and don't have to tolerate the city. I guess people can adapt to anything, but I sure as hell appreciate good, clean forest air.
If everything goes well, I might stay here and continue 'working from forest' even after all the madness is over. That would be ideal.
I hope you can work out long term work away from city stress. I'd go insane in city. Mentally I'm not bad except the mood over the health. So at least I am only dealing with the physical aspect at present. Couldbe worse! And we're safe from pandemic so far.