This is an amazing piece of work! I do follow a strong psychology whenever I want to write. Isn't the approval of others, that give you that addictive dopamine rush, the fight you have with yourself? Isn't it more the addict figuring out away for him to have his next shot. Feeling pathetic in his need for appreciation. I prefer to write when I want to capture a moment in my life that sheds a different light on things. Or even a sort of ankerpointe of my human existence that amazed me and the reaction my body had on specific circumstances. Desperately holding on to fleeting moments that meant everything back than. If its not bursting out of me, I do not write, its just a waste of my time and i will not waste my readers time with stuff that are not adding any value to their life. Better I go out, live life and than write, it will come naturally.
If it takes a life time to write one sentence that changes a humans perspective on life so be it, but don't indulge in capitalist rhetoric of productivity because than you are writing for them will it always been about you.
Once again your work really amazes me so keep on adding the value to this awesome community!
Thanks a lot for the kind words and this really thoughtful comment. I agree to what you've said.