Really good story @tanata, I am with you on the "But one thing I do know: Trying to explain to people how crazy you aren’t is a sure way to look very, very crazy" Sometimes too much sincerity is not that good, I believe some things, we have to learn to keep to ourselves, it is just like a marriage's advices video I saw a few days ago, one of the characteristics in the formula for good marriages was that husbands were less than brutally honest with each other, basically they thinked before they talked.
Other thing is that usually support groups are a great tool so I definately encourage you to go there, one of the biggest causes of psychological problems is isolation:
http://www.bbc.com/future/story/20140514-how-extreme-isolation-warps-minds
"Jesus said to him: “I am the Way, and the Truth, and the Life. No one comes to the Father, except through me."
John, 14:6
Strenght, you are not alone. Keep the posts coming.