Wow! You are an absolute inspiring and brave man! You can be proud of yourself! It takes really much to make the decission you made! But you are the living proof, that you have to jump into the ocean and than just swim and don't care about anything else.
Thanks a lot my friend. It was a scary decision but like you says sometimes we have to put ourself in a situation of sink and swim and it's then we can discover that we can cross oceans !
You are welcome buddy!