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I know exactly what you mean and feel. While cheerful on outside, we all have our own devil that we have to deal with on daily basis, when I was in uk, Weed was my best companion. Hang in there, there is only one thing that wins it all. Positivity on steroid. Surround yourself with people that could feed you that. Challenge yourself with something new all the time. Steemit is a positive community we can grow with together. #fighting

I have to agree. Our community here in steemit is one of many reason for me to be active. Everyone is so positive and friendly. Anyway, thank you for understanding. Not much understand really whats going on in this brain when i say i hv those "sickness". It's even harder for me to admit those stuff.

Hey @angeljames! You are not alone, I, most of the times do feel depressed with my life too — past and present. But, like what you’ve just mentioned, “everything happens for a reason”, I do believe that whatever bad things happened on us must have something good behind it. I just keep that in mind to stay positive. Continue making your life happy by doing whatever you wish to do and explore more! Who knows maybe one day “depression” will no longer haunting your mind. Your are pretty and very talented btw! You go Girl!! 😘

Thank you @jkipo . I appreciate the encouragement! I hope you too will keep being positive and happy!

Congratulations on writing this post @angeljames and keep on fighting the depression. I will be in your assist if you need me hahaha.

Haha! Thank you for reading my mere entry! Thank you for the support.