I am back...more confused and lost than ever 🤔🤔🤔😁

Hey Steemit!

So today is exactly 1 month after my last post. The funny thing is that during this period I got up to 99 followers. Now in all honesty I don't know how many I had on the 16th of Jan but I assume around 40. This tells me that either there are people who are interested in the mind mapping or there are too many bots on the network. Need to take a look in that 😀

You might be thinking I am not serious enough about steemit, just posted a couple of articles and bailed. There is definitely some truth to that. However I would structure it with other words. I simply had my focus elsewhere. You see over the past month once again I got completely lost with myself and usually when I am in that state I tend to get addicted to something and go all in. In that case thankfully it was my profession - playing poker. There were a bunch of online series going and I was grinding pretty much 24/7.

In the meantime my mind was struggling to find the "right way", the right vehicle, the right passion. I love poker, but I also love and have passion for many other things. Lately I have been thinking a lot about where I want to be 1 year from now, 3 years from now. I dedicated the past 4 years of my life to poker. I couldn't reach the ultimate top, but I am happy with what the game gave me. That being said I am not entirely sure I want to keep spending the majority of my time on poker moving forward.

I still haven't taken a full decision in which direction to go and was hoping to get some words of advice from some of you, who have been struggling with similar "mid life crisis" 😀 The way I am currently approaching the problem is by trying to strengthen my mindset and hope somehow, somewhere I will find my answers...lol

Bought Tim Grover's Relentless system and will actually make a quick review soon as I find it to be very good, at least for what I was looking for at the time of purchase. Also next week will be flying to Vegas for 4 days to the 10x Growth Con, which is again one of the ways I am trying to find myself so to say 😀

So now I am going to study some more poker and then think some more on what I want to be when I grow up 😁 Maybe today is going to be the day I will finally take a decision, commit myself and take massive action.

P.S. I haven't forgotten about my mind map promise, so for those of you who are here only for that, you won't be disappointed. Coming soon...