Judd, we've journeyed on here since the beginning of the year. We're not in the same communities, but it is a joy when I do bump into you online. You are a giving, kind-hearted individual, and our sugar redfish, remember? Now, our sugar minnow. Life at the moment of existence is not how it will continue to be. Life evolves, people evolve, circumstances changes. I hope you never again become in a state of despair that you feel life ATM is how it will continue to be. Because it will change.
You have been posting continuously on here and had been on top with engagement from back in our days. I can tell you that those days are over for me. I was close to burning out and realized I had to stop myself. I had to find my own balance on here. I did just that and I am happy where I am. Live your life so you can find that balance between the real world, steemit, and all your other projects.
at this very moment will not continue to be the life you'll live in the future.I am going to tag @davemccoy on here. I know you are also a fan of Steem Monsters and when you are ready, you should join our team. We will work together to find our balance on here and I hope that you realize that life
Thank you for the words you gave. In the midst of trying to find the balance of living who I am want to be, who I am and what the world envisions me to be I had to make hard choices. I chose to be the person who I wanted to be but it seems it was in direct conflict with what the world wants me to be. Fighting for freedom and rights in a corporate world just is not so.
Many times I have been told to not bite the hand that feeds you. To not rock the boat and just sit there and smile as they steer towards the waterfalls.
It is not my place to do what is right but only do what they want.
I was talking to my sisters today who kept on insisting that there was nothing wrong with me. That I should not second guess myself all because of a bad boss. That it is not the end of the world for me.
I'm just not sure how to go on with my life.
Hey Mave, couldn't help but respond here. I'd love to see you reach a point where you don't care what your sisters think and do what's right for you. Change jobs, career paths, anything ... just follow your own heart. I quit teaching after 20 plus years to buy a burger restaurant; most thought I was nuts, but I said too f'n bad ... just don't care what you think, and I followed my dream of owning a restaurant. And I loved it! There was a time in my life where I would have done what everyone else thought I should, and swallowing my own wants, like a bitter pill. I've lost friends and family members over the years because I decided to do what was right for me. In the end, I realized that "those" people were not worth hanging on to.
You were born to be you, and you owe it to the world to show that person; let your light shine buddy!! You deserve to be happy, and to love yourself. xx
great message Lynn.. lets let Mav know we care and give him the wisdom of our life experiences... @maverickinvictus do you undetstand we got your back?