I've learned that becoming aware of your thoughts and imaginations are an important part of your personal development.Hi @priyanarc, I think it's a beautiful thing you're able to publicly share what you're going through like this.
Regarding your weirder imaginations I would suggest you analyse the emotions they invoke in you, how they make you feel.
Generally these things are a consequence of the things we've experienced in our childhood and/or the relationship we have, or have had, with our parents.
So I think it was quite striking that you immediately started mentioning the situation with your parents in the paragraph that followed. There's definitely something there and I think by attempting to fully understand your relationship with your parents you will be able to better understand why you have these imaginations and what they could possible mean.
I recently became part of the Inner Blocks community as well, so you could always DM me there if you'd like to talk about this further ;)
Leaving you with much love!
Ben