Thank you for posting @refsland. Life on earth is full of trouble...however if it were perfect, man would not see his need of God.
The human solution is no solution...the divine solution is the only solution.
We begin with what is God's solution? God is not willing that anyone should perish. His plan...For God loved the world (mankind) so much that He gave His uniquely born Son so that anyone who believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life. Faith alone in Christ alone for salvation.
That is where we begin with our Creators plan for us and then depend on Him to show us His plan for us individually.
@nextgen622 had a great interview yesterday with @papa-pepper which could give you some insight of how to proceed online.
@county-inspired has a great story of his experience of being in your same position and his experience.
Wishing you all the best.