Oh my aching nerves.. Its happened.. she knows about everything. Why did I get myself in this mess? What woman would choose to have this heartbreak? Obviously someone like me.. What an idiot.. But all i can say is that it was worth every single, wonderful minute. The way he makes me feel is incomparable, and even though it's over; I can still look at him, or think of him and feel the thrill of his caress.