Creating things we're proud of, whether it's a piece of writing or anything else, is something I'm starting to see less and less among people because laziness and apathy have crept up on them. There's so much stress and anxiety in most peoples' lives - no wonder they can barely handle day-to-day tasks.
In addition to my writing, I'm creating an e-commerce website from scratch, including becoming an expert at SEO and that's really helping me feel a sense of purpose and pride.
It's beneficial to many corporations to keep people distracted and non-producing. I don't mean to go all conspiracy theory, but apathy in general is often encouraged.
I'm glad you're starting a website - it's a pretty fun and rewarding endeavor although I've never dug too deep. As humans we're meant to have purpose, and create projects. It's a part of us intrinsically.
Make sure to take breaks while studying SEO. It's essential for your sanity. And know that even on your own website, yes, it is ok to post some things that aren't optimized...ug, its a crazy, all encompassing field. I don't consider myself an expert but have been involved in various parts of the field since 2006, so I know a couple things lol. It's never been a tougher nut to crack than now....good luck with all your endeavors - SEO can be lucrative, especially if you learn the data side...I've always been on the kw research, basic strategy, writing side...(far less $)