Great and inspiring story!!
I wonder, as you became more atuned to yourself and your heart, do you feel like you always know what your voice is telling you to do? Do you have doubts in making desicions?
Do you think that those things only emerge as a consequence of internal resistance?
Would like your thoughts on these questions. Thanks!!
Hi @calibratedwisdom.
I would say that after the first explosion where you stop taking other people's shit and your own as well, mostly your own, you're starting to get that feeling, that if you let all the negative things accumulate again you are going to have to explode again and why let that happen right? Too much work. Once you learn your lesson, I believe there is no way to travel back in time and unlearn it so you are very much aware of what's going on. Internal resistance are the voices that are not yours, they belong to someone else (family, society, culture, religion etc) and you can tell because they are not telling you things that feel right in your gut. What I ask myself when I feel uncertain is: If I were in Ethiopia -I've never been to Ethiopia so I don't know their ways and I know they don't know mine so no expectations on either side- would I still care.
That is my thought on that.
Maybe I will write a more extensive post about this. Thank you for making me think and thank you for reading.
Thanks for an insightful comment!
It's hard sometimes to find out your true voice, because of all of the conditioning and habitual patterns that took part in us as we grew up.
I also thing that the Yoga & Meditation are best ways to go about crashing beliefs which are not base on our own will.
I'm glad I found you out, keep posting!!