A Mother Story

# Struggling both situations:

1.)Conscience
Regrets
I wished I didn't do it!
Sometimes kasi you can't help holding back your temper..
They said that being a mother and a full-time housewife is the easiest job on earth! WOW! In what aspects?
*Minsan nga naiisip ko buti pa 'yong totoong katulong may buwanang sahod. *

2.)What Value Life
Family and Children
I am blessed to have a husband who could support us so I don't have to work. Believe me, my dreamed was to serve and to protect people (police woman) but I can say I still succeeded that dream because I gave way and supported my other sibling to reach that dream. Now, I end up being a full-time mother. Well, we have only one child and what's the use of earning so much money.
Life is not about living in a luxurious ways. It is therefore being luxuriant in time, guidance, protection, care, love and affection to our children..Living in a most desirable and comfortable home doesn't help your children nor make them feel the best about life. Because life must be full of caress. If you give life you are responsible for that.
Minsan lang sila maging bata while they're young you must give your 100% attention so when they get old and have their own lives to settle they won't forget their childhood..Remember bad memories remains in the heart because scars are there. You can't compete good over bad. Good memories easily gets fade. Trust me, I have experienced the worst kind of life you can't imagine. No one knows you better except yourself alone and that's the biggest struggle of life..Grown up alone and empty.. 'Yong tipong present but still absent..Marami nga sila nakapaligid sa'yo manhid naman at walang pakialam...
I promised to myself I won't make my child feel empty and experience living in a miserable life and struggling difficulties alone. I promise to be a part of all his endeavor and I assure I'll be the first to get hurt and to fight for him the first to face of all his resistance..The emptiness I felt before were just mine..Those bad memories were just mine, those heartaches, those pains were just mine because I have no one to lean on and I'm afraid he would feel the same way so I always be on guard and keeps our bond so when he gets old I'll be the first to run in his mind to care and give him comfort.
It's enough to share your experience to few who are truly concerned that once you are ignored but now you are the first to depend on...
Now,I should have think that patience are always there, no one can be as patient as a mother that only loves her children..But that patience is sometimes abused and when it happened you forgot and without realizing you are crossing the line and does the things you shun, but sometimes you must have to do it in order to put things accordingly...
Discipline must be known through actions.
It is normal to explode so your child/children will respect and obey you after that make them calm and explain why anger gotten to appear that way.
Perhaps people think it is easy to be a mother. But those people doesn't know the true characteristic of a mother..
If you say it is easy to become a mother and a full-time housewife then your definition of it is narrow like you never care. Because it takes a lot of effort the guts that you can't do through paper works! A mother possess a magical hand that can do multi-tasking with so much care and love for the family and children. A mother that is willing to give up everything so she can be a part of her children every step of the way and be a good and loving housewife to her husband.. Her rule is to serve and dedicate her life through her family the best she can do. A selfless mom who prioritize her family than her own happiness and ambitions.. A mother who never gets insecure,a mother that is contented and devote her life to her love ones.. That's made it easy and sometimes difficult.. ![image] ()