I honestly can imagine what you are going through, am going through something similar, and it's great to see how well the steemit community has responded, we gotcha back! Least I can do is a mere upvote and lots of prayers you pull through.
@charitybot has really brought out some really valid points, if you have an option to get a cheaper , safer place please do atleast it will help reduce the financial load, for all its worth get what you are going through I really do coz its exactly what am going through, I have made drastic changes to my life, reduced my expenses to a minimum (abt 40-50SBD per month) steemit may not help get all that, I have taken odd jobs to atleast try and get by, until something better comes as I continue applying for jobs.
And like @natureofbeing has put it very well, your greatest resource is what is within you, not the external stuff. Your post will help others in the same situation atleast there is help out here.
All the best in your trial on Tuesday, you went through the identity theft saga, health issue and you will get through this as well. It maybe hard to believe this but all will be well @macksby.
Will keep you in prayers. SteemOn!
I am definitely open to making some drastic changes in my life.., and I appreciate all the good vibes!