Lots of wheels spinning (thoughts). Pondering your purpose in life, where you are meant to be, etc... I think we all go through it.
I know for me, i need to be home, with my children.
But we need to move out of town, onto our own land.
Where we can raise our family freely, growing our food, wild foraging, doing what we love, being out in nature.
Getting to that point is a process, and it's taking time :/
Are there any waldorf groups in your area? Might be worth looking into, you may find some like minded folk and children to connect with.
Best wishes all around!
thank you! Yes it's good to remember that things take time, not to think ew have to make everything work perfectly in an instant, sometimes I forget that..! Well I did meet a group, I wrote about it in my newest post here, so that maybe a possibility of a strong network, the thing is I am not sure if we should settle down on this particular island, since my partner is not interested, so we will see... https://steemit.com/homeschooling/@frejafri/homegrown-children-network-and-summerfest-on-bornholm-denmark