I wish to be as optimistic as you are @chbartist
Unfortunatelly I did many years of boxing and muay thay and my memory is not as sharp as I would like it to be. So I think time and age will take away most of it from me.
Get up and do not give up, and I'm not necessarily talking about money.
Dont get me wrong.
I actually did quite a lot in my life. I've travelled via land from europe all the way to China. I've spent years doing boxing in thailand. I've seen half of europe, sleeping very often with homeless people at the train stations because of lack of money.
I've been to middle east. I witnessed people killing others. So I've seen beauty of this world and I experienced cruel evil as well.
But again: memories are somehow dying and I cannot do much about it. All those years being punched in my head is already taking a tool.
And sad part is that hardly anyone cares about my stories. People want to be heard, not to listen. That's just how it is.
Right now my goal in my life is to establish safe future for myself and my beloved partner. I hope this goal is good enough :)
Thank you again for replying to every single comment. I truly appreciate and Im glad to have a chance to get to know you.
Yours
Piotr